Woke up in a very very very good mood tday, but when i saw what was in my phone, jitao cried like a motherfucker. I cant take it anymore, i just realised. Life is full of shit , and i swear it is. I just said i will try tah get over and now, it makes me sinks even deeper. Thanks for all of it man, you are really a bitch. I swear, i will forget you asap. There will be no more of you in my life anymore. Th more i think of it, th more shitty i feel. Fucked up now -'-
Recently, after thursday, life at home is like a rollercoaster. have been crying every day since. My tears are like tapwater. Fuck it. Had a good heart t heart talk w Joan and Zhaoqi ytd, what they said are so true lah, if only i realised those stuff earlier. If only! FUCK MANSXZC. High fever this morning dunno due t what. Therefore absence in school. Supposed t go out w clique ytd, but i didnt go, all because of one thing i didnt wanna admit, sighs.
I feel like talking t Matthew or Aaron now. Maybe Bestf. They will make me feel alot alot alot better one lor. Mf(s), dont know what strong w me nowadays, maybe i am really thinking too much, or this infatuation thingy is really starting t get all over me. Yes, i admit. I dont like t face reality so i tend t hide it. But but but, i will still face it if life tend t force me t a way or another that i have no other idea but t face t harsh and cruel facts of everyth.

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