Woke up this morning and just realised how screwed life was.
Thought back of th happy times that wasnt this recent.
&& I finally realised how hard was it t be satisfied.
No matter how fuckedup my life was, i kept mum.
&&You guys just pressurized me, great man.
I am not a toy, used and throw once your are sick of it.
Didnt you guys ever spared a thought for ppl's feelings.
Call when you need and everything? For once , it's enough.

1, i trusted that you wasnt that type of person, and i was wrong.
Why am i always wrong at judging people, i nvr seem t realise.
I neglected people that cared, but i cared for ppl that doesnt.

2, i know i am in th wrong, but were you always right?
It takes two hands t clap, if it wasnt you, will i start?
Did you think about people's feelings, you give yr childish tantrum.
People cared for you, but did you realise? Nope you didnt.
Did you really think that yr attitude could make you survive?
I tried t give in, but too bad, you are just too much.

3, i really thought you werent involved, thought you were th only one.
But once again, witnesses and proof shown that i was wrong.
Wrong t love you and wrong t heckcare what others had said.
Please, even if you are lying, tell me you werent involved.
Just t make me feel better, at least th only one left that cares.

So now who am i left w? I am back t square one, left w nothing.
Left w nothing but th tears and hurt that was left in this game.
Did you guys have any idea how ppl are hurting while you were gloating?

Back t square one, left w hurt and tears that shouldnt have been there,
was i really supposed t give in? Even if it was so bad that it was wrong.
Am i supposed t blindly follow what you guys have said? Or follow my heart.
I am starting t be confused. Back t th days w no friends but one ********.
If i disappoint anyone w anyth i am gonna do next. I am sorry.

No point of keeping this blog anymore. Dont even have th mood t update.
Will be miaing this period of time, from my phone, blog and facebook.
Goodbye blogger. Will come back once i sort things through, takecare.

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